I just read your journal .
Ohh well you don't have to give her up for me .
You don't have to be so WEI DA alright .
Cause i don't even like her .
My heart doesn't have anyone right now .
Not even R_ _ _ .

I can't be bothered with anything now .
And i hope you guys will just stop forcing me to do something and that i don't wanna do .
Can you all just understand how i feel ?
I don't feel good being mean to her alright ?
I don't wanna lead her on when i don't even feel a thing for her .
So please stop saying i'm mean or whatever .
This sucks .