I'm back from a chilling session with the tp people.
Been there for a few nights already.
It's amazing that i can stay up so late even when i worked the whole day.
Okay.
I can't describe how i am feeling now.
Seriously i think i've made a huge mistake, yes, once again.
In the first place i shouldn't have left you hanging there.
I made my stand, and when you tried to persuade me again, i screwed it all up.
I'm sorry to be such an indecisive person.
I apologise for leading you on.
In the first place, i didn't think of leading you on.
Really.
It's not the same anymore.
Like what you've said, you're losing it too.
I really don't know how to put it into words.
Sigh.
I rather you hate me now la.
If not, you'll never be able to move on.
Let's just stop seeing each other.
I promise not to contact you again.


All i wanted was, you to be my friend, you to do well in your studies and you to be safe.
I still do care, you know it.
I'm sorry.
I did it again.
And i appreciate what you have done for me.