Nobody is to remind me of last night.
Argh.
Yes.
I've been feeling very emo recently.
And when i get emo, i become crazy.
I cannot accept the fact that you're not only mine anymore.
When i think about it, my mind tells me, "You fucking deserve it."
Ahhh fuck.
Oh, have you ever heard of a turning-19-in-three-weeks girl getting grounded by her mom ?
Wahlao, my mom is irritating.
It's not like i can be grounded.

Bleah.

I just feel like taking a knife, and stab myself so hard to remove the pain from my heart.



And i'm so tempted to touch.