I can feel the blame on me every single minute.
I am the cause of it.
I go around hurting people.
You think i'm really that hard hearted that i don't feel anything at all ?
I feel crappy everyday.
"You don't know what i'm going through."
So i'm rejecting food to feel you.
There's so much to say.
But i don't know how to put it.
I'm really sorry.
For not giving you another chance, for everything you're doing now to hurt yourself and everybody else, including me.
There's sth that you needa understand, i didn't do it on purpose.
We didn't think alike.
Thus, the tragedy.
You didn't get my point at all.
I tried so hard to explain but you blocked out every word i said.
No emotions attached ? You have no idea how hurt i felt, seeing it in my own eyes.
I did my best by not letting it out, but you thought otherwise.
I do care, honestly.
I just didn't know how to react anymore.
It's already the third time hunney.
For me, it's just a friend.
Nothing more than that.
But i was mistaken, yet again.
It was miserable for me, that i'm being mistaken, accused over and over again.
My heart aches everytime you let out your anger.
It's so painful.
My heart feels the pain.
Everytime you hurt yourself, my heart cries out for you.
I really don't know what to do anymore.
If it's better that we don't meet, i will not cross your path again.
Take care of yourself sweets.

On the first day of 2007, i feel as miserable as 010106.
I guess i deserved it.
I knew you would say that.
(:


Happy New Year to all.


I wish for a better year ahead.