Lost


My eyes are closing on me.
But yet i can't sleep.
Want to do the usuals but i don't know how to do it anymore.
So i blog hop.
Emo entries on every site i went.
I feel emo too.
Was it the entries or was i feeling this way all along ?



I can't sleep.
Because everytime i close my eyes, i think about you.
I gave up on us,
Thinking that it'll be easy to move on.
I gave up on us,
cos i'm always pissing you off.
I gave up on us,
cos of the countless times you put me down.
You made me feel like the worse gf that you ever had.
You made me feel that i wasn't good enough for you.
It causes my heart to ache so much knowing that i've lost you.
I need my daily dose of goodnight.
I long for my daily dose of "i love you baby"
My stubbornness has caused a suicide again.
I hate myself for letting you go.
It feels so painful.
The emptiness in me is killing me.


I love you baby boy.
Will you be mine again ?