Its not like i never tried.


Each time i try, things just don't work.
I was being showed the cold attitude once again.
And then you made those comments in front of your friends and i, leaving me in an awkward
situation. Have you ever thought of how i would feel ?
I appreciate everything that you have done for me.
How much effort you have put in for this, i can see it.
Each time when i harboured second thoughts, it's screwed up all over again.
I have so many things in mind.
The thoughts are torturing me.
I don't know if i should go with my heart, or go with my mind.


Somehow, there were emo conversations.
Someone said,

"Don't give up the one you love, for the one you like."

And then another interrupted,

"But you may fall in love with the one you like."

It's complicated, love that is.