Cos i don't know what else i can do.

We had our mahjong session today, haven't played with the usuals for sucha long time.
On the mahjong table, it somehow felt the same.
I don't like it at all.
Sigh.

I stole a glance at you, and i realised i did miss you after all these while.
For a moment or two, i felt like jumping on you and make the usual funny noises.
The way you look at me, i could see the hurt in your eyes.
I can't bring myself to hurt you any longer.
I really shouldn't, i should just leave.

It's a vicious cycle.
The good days will soon be over, and then the shitty days take over.
On days like this, i pray for time to pass quickly so that the good days will arrive once again.
I've been very paranoid.
As much as i tried not to be, my mind think otherwise.
I am dragging myself into a dead end, i know it, however, i am still continuing the unpredictable journey.
I detest guessing games.
Why put me thru such agony ?

Be happy with what you have now Pohyee.
Why ask for more ?
Ohhhhhhh noooo.
Self-control please.


The recent pictures i took.

I took the Nokia advert bus to school and i was so amazed by it(as usual), i had to take photos.

White comfy seats, i wanna take a long bus ride in this bus.

One stop, and i was off the bus. I wanted to take this bus all the way to Sengkang but i realised i was gon be late for school.

It's the best place to slack at.

-Windy

-Cheers around in less than 5 mins walk

-Cheap

I can just sit there for hours and let my thoughts run wild.

My secret girlfriend.

I still remember why i was being so smiley that day.

I feel so brave for taking a reflection of myself in the mirror.

I was alone in the Lido's toilet at 1-ish.

Oh daisy makes me smile !

Sweetest, sweet.

It's unfair, i know. You can't compare an apple to a pear. I just needed those lil attention, concern and love from you.

How much do i mean to you ?