It's my off day !


I'm always happy on off days.
Cos i get to spend quality time with myself, be it nua-ing at home or out.
Hours later, i'll be heading for my dental appointment and then to town for my long awaited bag. (:
SC's suppose to join me, we'll see okay. 80%, she won't turn up.
I'll be fine by myself, i'm used to shopping without company anyway.
I'm independent okay !
Today's prob one of the many pathetic days of my life.
By 10pm, i was left with 3 bucks cash, no cigs, ez link card minus 44cents.
What can be worse than this.
Dinner, transport home and cigs were on the 3 very generous people. Hah.
Okay, Thomson's cheese prata tasted way better than Jln Kayu's.
I like !
But too bad J.K is nearer for me.
So annoying.

In fact, everything is annoying !
Whenever i want something SO badly, i don't get it.
I get it when i give up the thought of having it.
How shitty can it get, you tell me.
Tempt me only.
I'm someone who really can't resist temptations you know.
And thus, this has made me become indecisive.

I've been looking for an answer.
Pondered bout it, thought over it.
The answer is clear, very obvious.
I've to make an important decision, with no regrets.
Damn it, i sound like i'm being proposed for marriage.
No, of cos not. According to JL's bastard sentences, i'm nowhere near the thin line of being cute and attractive, who wants to marry me then ?

As if today wasn't pathetic enough, my slipper snapped.
I had to staple it and paste tape on it to get myself home.

Oh no i'm hungry.
I have many cravings.
I want to eat BAK GUK TEH.
):
I have a super bad craving for that.



And so, 6 months or 2 months ?


Somebody, satisfy my cravings.
Clear my mind of unneccessary thoughts.


Conclusion ?
ienmfonynhuilyls
With no doubt or regrets.
This i believe.