Unfair


I am annoyed.
Because life is so unfair.
Why is it that in some relationships, one puts all effort into the relationship while the other don't ?
I gave my all into our relationship.
I believed that you could bring me happiness and love me wholeheartedly.
I believed in us, and we could last.
I tried my best in this relationship but have you ?
I was never first in your priorities but you were always mine.
And i have always waited for you to deliver your promises to me but you made me wait for months all the time.
You took me for granted that i'll always wait for you to do it and as long as you did it in the end, it doesn't matter how long i have to wait isn't it ?
I'm so exhausted already.
Why can't you just do something so simple for me ?
Why did you not at least put in some effort for me ?
Haven't i tried so many times to tell you how i feel and wished that you would wake up and look at the big picture ?
There's so many unanswered questions running thru my mind.
I wish someday you can answer them because by then, you would have woken up and realise my good intentions.

I love you, still do.
But i can't be with someone who doesn't give me any security.
So, i'm sorry for my selfishness.


And didn't i tell you before that it takes two hands to clap for a relationship to work out ? Why didn't you listen !

I'm having so much frustration now.