That Familiar Smell


Sitting down at the dining table.
Alone in this house.
My thoughts ran wild.
I brought it upon myself.
I'm hard to understand.
I am what i am.
And i went back again, to the darkest days.
Hoping to find myself again.
God knows when i can get out of it again.
It sure takes time, but just don't know when.
I only have myself to blame.

Someone please pray for me.